Joanna Slinky - crossdresser

2011-06-03T10:06:00.002+01:00

My fav site, NBN (newbudnudes), has finally got the site upgrades that its sister site, NN (newbienudes) has had for over a year!

I don't know why it's taken so long, but I'm pleased that it's happened.

Preps for the Summer

2011-04-19T20:02:00.002+01:00

Now there's been some nice UK weather in March and again in April, it's got me thinking about some of my plans for the summer. Main one is, I want to get "out there" and take some photos. Out in the countryside, I mean.

I remember thinking exactly the same thing back in spring 2010, but this time it's for real :)

MSO issues again?

2011-03-14T22:56:00.001Z

I like the idea that lies behind MSO, but the way it's presented to us is horrendous.

The site's really a goddamn nightmare.

Rubbish watching on ITV dot com

2010-08-31T21:20:00.002+01:00

Some people say streaming is the future of the Internet.

Tonight, I watched the last-ever episode of "The Bill" and, after 10 minutes, the ITV feed froze. Hitting refresh after a minute, I had to then sit through a couple of statutory adverts before the drama resumed.

These were (a) 'get the AVIVA deal' and (b) ultimate bouncelookability from L'oreal. Result was, I missed much more than I needed to! I'll boycott those products from now on, after they intruded like that.

So, we have to sit through ads while the service resumes? I say that's crap, and ITV.com needs to get a bloody grip.

World Cup 2010 - upcoming USA-England game

2010-06-05T15:49:00.003+01:00

Only a week to go, before England play USA.

Best outcome in Group C would be England and USA qualifying, at the expense of Algeria and Slovenia... so it might be best if that first game is played fairly gently.

Assuming USA and England both beat the other two, there's no need for fireworks... no need to risk any injuries or yellow cards when a nil-nil draw will suit both sides!

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Facebook privacy scares

2010-05-27T09:49:00.003+01:00

The Facebook news stories make me smile. If I don't want people to know my personal info, I don't shovel it up onto the web!

The only websites that get accurate date of birth and address info from me are the corporate ones - online banking, eBay, PayPay and similar. Further down the pecking order, the accuracy diminishes severely. I just can't understand why people trust sites like Facebook and then start whining when there's security breaches or identity theft.

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2010-05-14T19:10:00.003+01:00

An update on some of the crossdresser sites or crossdresser + gay sites I visit... who's mad, and who's just bad?

MSO (MaleShowOffs.com)

After much disruption in March, during a change of site admin, the original owner took up the reins again after contribution and visitor numbers collapsed. Now, a new rash of category deletions and changes has started, prompting one friend to tell me that the owner is "doing the same silly **** that the other guy did. I am about to give up on it all together!"

I know just how he feels, and it's debatable when I'll next bother to log in.

NBN (NewBudNudes.com)

By way of contrast, NBN almost never changes. And that includes the "weekly" poll on its front page, which hasn't changed for many months! While many of us gripe, or regard the site as a moribund joke, many of us do feel settled there.

The owners give the impression they couldn't care less about us (a recurring theme in the forums) but at least there's stability. I'd rather have the neglectful predictability of NBN than the erratic mess that is MSO. And I even pay for it: three-year membership!

Pix and video, and blogging... and a rudimentary forum and chatroom. The forum's a bit alarming: no-one except moderators can edit or delete stuff that's posted. So don't use it while drunk!

TRANZGIRLS

This used to be trannyrepublic.com but now the site is at http://tranzgirls.com and offers a mix of galleries and groups - that's Flickr-style groups of themed pics. The site is aimed at being an alternative to - or better than - tvChix, and certainly the bitchiness and "clique" feel of tvChix is thankfully absent.

On the down side, pic thumbnails aren't proportioned correctly and contributors who get membership promotion for contributions can unexpectedly get demoted later on. Of course, if the membership enhancement wasn't paid for then one can't really complain... but it would be nice to have a bit of transparancy in the matter.

CELECTION

Celection gives a membership upgrade if your contributions (pix, comments, etc) hit a certain target in a certain period. The numbers can be seen by everyone, so it's easy to distinguish regular participants from casual or lapsed users.

One unusual feature is the ability to set a new "challenge" or theme, inviting others to post pix that match the specified theme. The creator of the challenge then gets to judge the entries when the contest closes. One current challenge is "Best Ass in Blue Jeans" but, annoyingly, is only open to women.

YuVuTu

Video-posting site. Submissions have to be approved before they are displayed, but most people will want to view stuff rather than post - and that can be done for free. The site restriction annoys me, but it needn't worry the casual surfer.

FLICKR

I stopped using Flickr last year, because of their erratic policy towards what's acceptable content and how it should be graded. Trouble is, their site model combines adult porn with family-safe viewing, and that's a fraught mix. There's bound to be problems, really.

XTUBE

My second-fav video site. Free viewing, but uploads can take 72 hours to process. That needn't worry most viewers, of course.

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Found any other site you like or dislike? Why not tell us about them in the comments section below? Anonymous commenting is currently enabled.

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Found a new site for amateur pix

2010-02-06T23:00:00.005Z

I like posting amateur crossdress pix on various sites. NBN (newbudnudes) is still my fav but I recently abandoned Flickr because it really doesn't know whether it's a sex site or not. The Flickr site management seem to keep moving the goalposts and I got tired of trying to guess what's OK and what's not.

So I was pleased to get referred to a new kid on the block, MaleShowOffs.com, which only started in December... so they're still at the "keen to please" stage. You know, where you can ask questions and get swift answers, and where new categories of pix are still being added.

Having said that, hopefully MSO won't become complacent like NBN, or monolithic and faceless like Flickr. We'll see!

Site membership has only just passed the 100 mark, so picture commenting and picture voting hasn't become the rough-and-tumble jungle that is Newbudnudes. On NBN, down-voters roam with blood-stained teeth, ready to pounce on you. On MSO, we're all new-comers who are being nice to each other. What it'll be like when there's 10,000 members I really don't know, but it'll be fun finding out.

So far, I like the look of the site. Membership is free, and there's no age verification rigmarole, so you can keep your plastic safely in your wallet... usually the best place for it, on the Internet. You can also browse the site and get an idea of what it has to offer, before you've signed up. However, there naturally is the restriction that you can't view full-size pix until you've gone through the sign-up procedure and then logged in.

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Lethargic!

2010-01-27T19:04:00.002Z

I've been neglecting my photography, this year. Naughty me! I haven't done any crossdresser pix at all, in 2010. Sometimes feeling tired in the evening, and sometimes busy doing other things.

Yep, could do better.

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More about Twitter

2009-12-22T18:45:00.004Z

I see a Twitter chart rates a guy called Peter Cashmore as top UK tweeter... with 1,800,000 followers, he gets an "influence rating" of 81.0.

The Twitter hall of fame was compiled by mobile phone maker INQ. (More.)

It made me smile, wondering where I'd be, on that list. I've got 11 followers... no, not eleven million. Just eleven! ...and I've tweeted only 12 times in all.

I've got a bit of ground to make up, then.

Update...

I've now got another Twitter follower: INQ Mobile, the company that did that chart! In my last tweet, I mentioned their name as author of the list, and they obviously spotted that tweet. So, someone at INQ is now going to see crossdressing tweets whenever I do them.

Nice one!

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Black boxes and airline security

2009-12-09T20:25:00.001Z

The news yesterday made me smile, the fuss over the release by the US Transportation Security Admin of some PDF documents, where they thought they'd blacked out all the secret bits of text.

Turned out that black boxes placed over text in a PDF document don't remove the text at all, it's still there and can be cut-and-pasted into a Word or Notepad file for reading.

PDF editing is quite unlike editing a bitmap (.bmp) file, where drawing a black rectangle will destroy everything underneath. PDFs are more like web pages than like bitmaps... much the same as Flickr offering fake security by having spaceball.gif spread out on top of the jpeg. Porn surfers know how to get around that!

Many of us on NBN have things to keep private and so I can sympathise with the TSA officials who made that cock-up. You think you've covered bases and then you have an 'oh, shit' moment.

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Just for the fun of it, I'm going to try to update all five blogs tonight: xanga, newbudnudes, blogger/blogspot, celection and newbienudes.

Twitter

2009-11-29T03:23:00.003Z

I'm signed up to Twitter but I don't use it very often. I agreed with UK politician David Cameron when he said that "the trouble with Twitter, the instantness of it - too many twits might make a twat."

That was back in July and he apologised for his language - seemingly, he didn't know that 'twat' is a potentially-offensive term - but I thought he was on the case, there.

I've just unsubscribed from the 'twibes' (groups) feature, as I was getting swamped by junk. Now, I'll only see tweets from those I'm personally following.

The twibe comment that prompted me into updating this blog was "Social media is a tidal wave. Ride the wave or be crushed."

The surfing analogy I'd use is, I'd rather relax on the beach. There may be a bunch of twats posturing with their boards a little way down the beach, and I might glance at them occasionally, but otherwise I'll ignore them. Hope they sober up and go home.

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Secret lives and sex blogging

2009-11-18T17:39:00.007Z

Saw a news item today about a research scientist employed by the University of Bristol who was also a sex blogger. Her bosses say her former life has nothing to do with her current job, and she has their support.

(link to story)

That's fair enough. I could imagine some employers getting a bit sniffy about it, though, and I'm not surprised she wanted to keep it secret for so long. But, unlike me, her blog earned her a book deal and there was also a tv series based on it - Secret Diary of a Call Girl.

Hmmm, you never know who's reading your blog and who's going to make you a "fame and fortune" offer, lol

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Me as a Twink??

2009-10-26T23:29:00.004Z

I've noticed a few 'twink' pics recently, and they made me wonder how different my life might have been, had the internet and digital photography existed when I was a twink - ie, when I was 18 or over, but only just.

No pix exist of me as a twink. Well, not so far as I know! Back then, you had to send your film off to be developed and printed, or take it into a chemist. Which meant strangers were seeing the pix. Also, there was a feeling that if you picked the wrong processing place then nudity might be reported to the police. I remember hearing Boots (chemist, drugstore) frowned on nudity, for instance.

Life's so much better, these days. You can do what you want with your own images. But I wonder if any current-day twinks get tempted into rash action, just because it's easy to do.

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Joanna's review of crossdresser sites

2009-10-03T23:35:00.021+01:00

I been thinking about how I stick to the same few sites for most of my picture-posting activities and chatting etc. It's not because I'm a creature of habit, but because websites that are pretty poor really don't make much effort to change their ways.

Here's my current impression of the free websites I use... and most of them haven't changed much since I started with them. I'll give each one a rating out of 10.

flickr rating: 5

I like this for the groups, you can add a pic to an interest group and show stuff to like-minded people. Not a dedicated sex site, tries to be all things to all people. Bad thing is, people get banned for reasons that aren't always clear. Read the help threads and you'll see loads of complaints. If it weren't for that nagging doubt, I'd pay for premium membership (to get extra upload capability and the option to create lots of sub-folders or albums).

[edit: on 14 Oct, got another warning and they didn't tell me why. So I'm not going to contribute any more pix. I'm tempted to downrate the site to 2 or 3, but I don't want to rewrite history!]

newbudnudes ("NBN") rating: 9

Current fav. I like the chat and almost always get someone wanting to chat to me. I'm never ignored. Pic gallery is easy to navigate. Easy browsing of male gay porn and lots of crossdressers. Pic voting is strange sometimes. Forum is very quiet. This is the only site EVER where I've spent out on a membership upgrade (so that I can download full-size pix).

celection rating: 7

yep, correct spelling. Site well-coded and excellently laid out. Mixed sex pix, with a regular crossdress contribution. A nice feature is the photo subject 'challenge' (eg, invite tan line pix, or whatever). Drawback is, only paying members can download pix (although you can always use Print Screen, if you can be bothered to.)

yourpantyhose rating: 1

All uploads await moderation approval, and the site code is drab in appearance and function, so I rarely bother visiting. The page formatting convulsions when logging in are enough to put most people off, I would imagine.

tvChix rating: 3

Chat's busy and newcomers can be ignored. Not a porn site, more of a contact site. So there's no decent gallery system. Forum can be friendly or obsessively snotty, depending on who's been posting.

trannyrepublic rating: 7

A new kid on the block, and they're still developing the site options. Rather like a cross between newbudnudes and tvChix: an accessible pic gallery but profile searches can be done too. Forum and chat currently haven't taken off, but I think the site shows a lot of promise.

livevideo rating: 3

Supposedly an adult version of youtube, it strikes me as dead-in-the-water. Nice idea, but it hasn't really worked. Well, not for crossdressers, anyway. Nothing wrong with the site code, it's just lacking in participants.

youporn rating: 6

Some website statistics rank this as the top adult site in the world. Shows videos in FLV (flash) form and allows free download of them. (They can be viewed later on with things like VLC Player.) So many people visit, that you'll get lots of hits no matter how obscure your videos are. Can seem a bit impersonal, though.

xtube rating: 7

Videos can't be downloaded. The site also caters for pix but I rarely bother. It's a very busy site and lots of stuff, so it's easy to feel overlooked. But there's a lot of friendly people there and you'll probably get lots of friend requests if you stick around!

youtube unrated: it's not a porn channel

Anything approaching porn, and you're likely to be banned, so extreme caution required. Slightly erotic is OK, but no more than that. On the plus side, the site coding is pretty well second to none. I'm sure you all know how well the site works, so I'll say no more!

xpeeps rating: 3

Shame this site's a victim of what strikes me as shabby coding. For instance, to upload a new pic, you don't click on 'my photos' or 'xpose yourself' - you have to hover on the 'My Profile' button and ignore the dropdowns, and just click that button. And then, on the new page, select 'Manage my galleries' and then click the 'Upload Photos' link. The coding is better than in 2007 but still not enough to make me visit more than once a month. Page loading failures are still common, so remember where your BACK button is, if you go there.

newbienudes ("NN") rating: 6

A mixed sex version of the gay site 'newbudnudes', the site coding is ahead of newbudnudes in general options. And it's around 10 times more popular than NBN. I go there mainly for the MILFs and BBWs.

OK, so that's my snapshot of what sites I like (and how much I like them). These are my own personal views and I'd be interested to hear what you think!

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Is Halloween a good night to come out of the closet?

2009-09-25T00:20:00.009+01:00

Been thinking... a closet gurlie like me, Halloween would be a good night to venture out, wouldn't it?

If I turn up to a nightclub and anyone thinks I look strange, well, it's that sort of evening and I can get away with it.

Maybe I wouldn't dress like in this pic from Halloween 2008 though!

(That pic I posted on the internet and just stayed safely indoors. Didn't want to scare anyone!)

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Exposed to the public

2009-09-12T15:32:00.004+01:00

Recently I was sunbathing on the grass, in just my tight orange beach shorts, and I counted the number of windows that I could see, where neighbours could have been having a peep at me. It was ten.

I got horny, thinking "Hey you lot, I bet you don't realise I'm an internationally-known porn star!"

Well, I'm not really a "star" but I do have friends in several continents, so that takes care of the "international" bit! Anyway, the thought made me smile.

And yes, I wouldn't mind at all if a voyeur enjoyed looking at me through his binoculars.

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Left thinking about my sudden death

2009-05-30T20:30:00.008+01:00

Yesterday, was brought face-to-face with my own mortality!

Literally.

On a two-lane blacktop I drove round a sharp corner... and didn't expect someone charging towards me, on my side of the road! He was completing a rash overtaking maneuvre, and both I and the car being overtaken hit brakes savagely and steered into our own sides of the road... and the loony squeezed through the gap between us.

For the next mile, I was in a sombre moood. Suppose I'd got killed back there? All my stuff on the internet would cease to be updated, and a few people would think, "Oh, I wonder what happened to Joanna Slinky..." and then just get on with stuff.

Most people who know me by my legal name would get to hear the news, but people who know me as "Joanna Slinky" would hear nothing.

Maybe some would think I'd had a "tranny purge" where crossdressers get a fit of the guilts and stop crossdressing! Some friends would keep messaging or emailing me, and would wonder why I was suddenly ignoring them.

I can't really imagine having a trannie purge. If I vanish for ever, it could be that... or, more likely, I've had a bad day on the UK roads!

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crossdressing in a cyber war zone

2009-05-04T21:17:00.003+01:00

My fav site is still newbudnudes... I've got over 1,000 pix posted there now, and I often hang out in the chat room, and visit the forum, too.

It can be a strange place, though. There's only a few thousand active members, and lots of crossdressers there, but sometimes my pix get a pretty rough ride.

Like this one...

which only has 72 views so far, and only 2 votes, both of which were voting it down!

There's currently a bit of a war going on, crossdressers v ordinary gays.

The latter want to see men looking like men, rather than trying to look like women. I can see where they're coming from (if you'll pardon the expression) but the site - a gay site - has always had a picture category for lingerie, and when signing up, you can choose your gender as 'transgendered' so us CDs think we're not gatecrashing. But some of the non-CDs see it as their mission to bad-vote us gurlies, and slag us off in the forum! Oh, well. It's still my fav site.

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Using MSN or Yahoo Messenger

2009-04-28T04:10:00.003+01:00

Although I post lots of pix of myself on the internet, and have several hours of chat each week with other crossdressers, I haven't yet started using cam.

I'm still a closet gurlie, mainly because I don't want hassle at work, if people find out. These days, if people hear that you're "bi" then it's no big deal, but if they hear that you like putting frilly pink panties on, then you'll probably never hear the end of it.

Despite all that, I'm getting to like using chatrooms... and using a webcam is likely to be the next step. One thing's for sure, though: I'm not going to do anything before I feel ready.

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Seeing someone else wearing your undies

2009-04-12T04:57:00.001+01:00

I often show pix of myself in pink panties on newbudnudes (NBN)

Imagine my surprise one day, when someone asked me to send him the panties I'd just been wearing!

After I adjusted to the idea of sending my panties 3000 miles across the Atlantic, I co-operated... that is, I bagged them up and put some stamps on the envelope, and sent them off.

And now I have the strange experience of seeing pix of someone else wearing my panties...

Oct 2009 NOTE: I've removed the pic that accompanied this post, because I don't want this blog to be too explicit. It's not suitable for kids, but I don't want it to go any further than soft porn.

My new dress

2009-04-04T19:20:00.007+01:00

Sometimes I like to look around the charity shops [thrift shops] and see if there's any nice girly stuff there.

This is what I went for... not sure if it's a longish top, or a very short minidress, but it really appealed to me. Nice colour, and nice clingy feel. Here, I'm doing a twirl in the woods!

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First sunshine pix, Summer on its way!

2009-03-16T17:39:00.002Z

You can tell when summer's on its way in the UK, loads of crossdressers start cavorting around the countryside in frilly dresses and tight tops??

Well OK maybe it's not quite like that, but it does seem like another step on the way to summer when I can go onto Exmoor and take a few pix without getting goosebumps.

This is me doing some hill-walking in my fav dress. Underneath, I'm wearing a red thong but you'll have to take my word for that :)

One nice thing about this time of year is there's very few tourists and hikers or backpackers around. Ideal for a closet gurlie like me!

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Doing requests for people

2009-03-13T17:32:00.003Z

I often post pix on NBN (newbudnudes.com) and I get all sorts of suggestions and requests for meet-ups in my site mailbox. You can guess what some of them are like!

I like it when I get posing requests. I had this one in Feb-

love your pics specially of you wearing tights, can you do a set in school uniform and sheer to waist black tights no panties.

No panties? That's unusual.

Well it sometimes takes a while, but I usually get there in the end!

I had fun doing this strip sequence. Here, you can see me shortly after starting the strip.

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Trying on new girly jeans & top

2009-03-03T22:30:00.006Z

There's an old saying, if you don't like the heat then get out the kitchen. Equally, if you live in the UK and it's cold outdoors, get out of the woods.

So that's what I did, and I decided to model my new clingy jeans and super-clingy top for you indoors!

And yep, the top is so tight that afterwardsI had to wrench it off, inside-out... and I could hear some stitching going. I like the way it leaves my tummy bare, and I might wear it on the beach this summer. I'll see if anyone chats me up :)

Exposure problems in the Woods

2009-02-23T11:48:00.004Z

UK winters aren't cold like they used to be, but a nice spring day is still welcome!

My first outdoor pix of 2009 went alright, except for the camera misbehaving. Being on my own, I had to use it on 'auto' setting, to take the pix. No cameraman, you see.

I found a lot of them came out horribly overexposed, they were only fit for the rubbish bin. I think the light shining through the trees confuses the camera's chip.

And once I was wandering around in those tights (hose) I found it wasn't as warm as I'd first thought! I was glad to pack up and go home, after a short while.

But it's still nice to have done my first outdoors pix of the year. It helps me feel that summer is coming!

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Blogger spots an old bubble-butt video!

2008-12-01T12:05:00.002Z

I see blogger mrmessup (mrmessup.livejournal.com) has spotted me, in his "never-ending quest for good, free gay pronz"... (PAGE LINK)

His review of Xtube runs as follows...

I've been through XTube, most of the boys on there seemed to be acting perfunctorily. Great for amateurs though, some get really theatrical and you can tell they're really trying. On the cross-dress vids, "Joanna Slinky" had the performance aspect down a little better, and that popcorn-bubble-butt dance was cute....

Oh lordy. I'd forgotten about that video. It was posted well over a year ago! And I'd never thought of myself as having a bubble-butt, but there you go. Popcorn is a reference to the backing music, btw, not cellulite. I'm pleased to say I haven't any cellulite yay. Anyway, it's nice to think my old stuff is still floating around in cyberland and pleasing those who stumble over it.

Barak Obama

2008-11-10T23:15:00.000Z

I was pleased to see Barak Obama elected, but I don't usually trust politicians... they talk the talk before they gain power, but then find excuses not to do things after. or sometimes they find their good intentions just ain't gonna happen. Obama seems like a decent enough guy. Maybe he is... time will tell.

Some people seem to think he might be a champion of the oppressed just because he's black. Me, I think that view's possibly racist. There's no reason why a black guy can't be two-faced and a liar, is there? If whites can be arrogant and self-serving, why not blacks too?

And look at Mugabe in Zimbabwe. He's black. And he's a right bastard. I'm not saying Obama is going to be like Mugabe; I'm just saying there's no reason to be misty-eyed and trustful just because of the colour of Obama's skin.

Oh, well. We shall see!

Getting interactive

2008-09-28T20:28:00.001+01:00

Although I've been posting pix on the internet since Nov 2000, it's only a few months since I started regular chatting, in the NBN* chatroom. And it wasn't until this month that I installed Yahoo Messenger on my computer. It's taken a long time for me to become interactive, then.

My first chat (with a crossdresser called Sally) went well, but was fairly short because we found we both wanted to go off and watch the Saturday night football. It was a good warm-up, though.

I'm going to get a bit more used to the privacy settings on Yahoo before I activate my webcam. Yeah, that's the next step, but I'm going to be cautious! I still don't know if it's true that webcams can be tapped by outsiders but it wouldn't surprise me.

* Feb 2009 note: NBN = newbudnudes.com (a free website where people can post pix, and chat).

Maybe crossdressers should run the economy

2008-09-17T00:23:00.000+01:00

Yeah, maybe we x-dressers should be in charge?

If I'd been running Lehman Brothers (formerly the fourth-largest US investment bank, now bankrupt) then there's no way I'd have let them build a house of cards on a debt bubble. It's a position founded on crap. Just WTF were they up to?

We've seen a bunch of people lend money to house-buyers without proper checks on their ability to pay it back. And... surprise, surprise, some go into default. The people who lent the money don't give a fuck because they can sell the debt onwards - and it's these repackaged debts that caused the credit crunch. A lot of the debts were worthless (or "sub-prime") but nobody cared so long as they were saleable. People like Lehman regarded these packages as assets, as good as cash.

Then one day somebody had the sense to not buy them. Then others didn't buy them either. Then a load of people shat themselves, thinking WTF am I holding in my portfolio, OMG

And that's where we are today.

Tomorrow's another story.

Meanwhile, I just wiggle my butt in panties from time to time and don't ever buy other people's debts.

June 2008

2008-06-30T01:28:00.000+01:00

my main blog is on a site called NBN (newbudnudes.com)* which, despite its name, doesn't have all that many nudes on it. most of us are wearing girly clothes.

i'll update this site occasionally, but my main action is on NBN

* EDIT: site namechange: newbudnudes was known as newboynudes when I wrote this blog bit.

2008-02-19T02:09:00.001Z

I love showing pictures of my body on the internet, and if men want to look at them and masturbate, then that's ok.

Most of the time, I walk around in jeans and sweatshirt, and nobody would even guess that I'm a crossdresser.

i don't plan to be a tease

2008-02-10T00:22:00.000Z

yeah i don't really wanna be thought of as a "prick teaser" but i do like showing my body off to men, not only on the internet but in real life.

i'm not ready for sex yet but i sometimes wonder what'll happen if i'm bending over and showing a bit of ass in a shop, and a man grabs me and starts fingering me. will i let him carry on? yeah probably. it's not likly to happen (because of assault laws) but if it did, then I might behave like the girls in the James Bond movies: a bit of token resistance and then start wiggling...

maybe i should put up or shut up.

Life is an Education

2008-01-06T23:57:00.001Z

They say life is an education, well, I'm dressed for it.

I hope I'm not late for class, or Teacher might spank me :)

OMG poof alert !

2007-11-30T21:10:00.000Z

There's lots of men out there who secretly want to try wearing a woman's knickers.

I guess most of them who try it get no further than a "quick twirl" in the bathroom mirror, to see what their ass looks like in panties :) Then maybe they get embarassed or guilty because they think they're becoming gay!

I only found out recently that lots of men who crossdress aren't gay. I thought they were but, no, it seems not. (Me, I'm bi, so I guess I'm an exception.)

Anyway I like seeing men in girlie clothes so I think crossdressing should be encouraged.

Got a wig to try out

2007-11-08T20:22:00.001Z

It was fun buying a wig last week. It makes me feel much more girlie when I shake my head to flick the hair out of my eyes.

But then... I'm not really pretending to be a girlie. "Dressing to Convince" is what it's called, and I'm not trying to do that.

It makes me feel good, and other people on the Internet like seeing my pix (on sites like newboynudes), so that's reason enough to do it.

So I'm not going to worry too much about labels or psychological motivations or whatever!

Shopping for sexy girly clothes

2007-10-03T00:06:00.000+01:00

I found a lovely sey top in a charity shop (thrift shop) and went to pay for it.

There was a man and a woman at the checkout and the man made a joking remark about how it would fit me just fine. Little did he know! I just smiled and said hey I'll try it on at home...

And I did. (See pic.)

Criticism on the Internet

2007-09-24T20:09:00.000+01:00

I had a laugh at something the other day, when someone criticised one of my videos on xtube.

He commented, "not a great body and a small dick." (meaning, a small penis.)

I replied, "it may not be a great body but it's the only one i got right now, so it'll have to do."

Yeah, it made me smile. I've never pretended to be a porn star or someone with a 'great body'. People can take my body or leave it. (Errr, yes, I think I meant to say that...)

2007-09-10T20:59:00.000+01:00

Hey I'm going to London in about 9 weeks and get some stuff from Doreen's, a specialist shop that sells things like wigs and high heels to crossdressers! I really fancy strutting around in some heels. And some other sexy gear, as well. Roll on early December!!

CROSSDRESS PIX

2007-08-24T19:58:00.001+01:00

Admiring the view. This pic was taken in Somerset (UK) in August 2007.

crossdressing

2007-08-24T14:21:00.001+01:00

wayhay!!!

it's nice to wander around in the countryside in a dress!

the breeze is cool.

lots of men like wearing girlie clothes - transvestites - but it's a secret activity for most of them.

Just look at all the CD (crossdress) pics on newboynudes.com* and see how many of them conceal their faces...

i'm no exception!

* this site was renamed newbudnudes in Dec 2008.